It’s been one month today that my mom took her last breath. Mom and I were very close. She use to say I knew her better than anyone, but I’m sure when dad was alive, he was the one that knew her best and loved her so deeply. I miss talking to Mom everyday. It was the highlight of my day. She was always so positive and gave me encouragement when we’d talk. She never missed saying “How’s my beautiful daughter?”

Loosing a parent is truly a life event that has changed me more that I can say. I know she is better in heaven, not living every moment in pain anymore, reunited with the love of her life – Dad, and being completely perfect again. When I say that, her soul is whole, divine or free. I’m not sure how it is after we die, but I do know it will be wonderful.

I miss you Mom. I love you so much. I’m struggling without you! I know I have to grieve and heal, but right now, I don’t care about healing. All I know is I miss you! Thank you for being a wonderful Mom and my only cheerleader. You were the best!

Love you,

Deanna